Tuesday, January 30, 2007

it's a marshmallow world

Ahhhh, it's a marshmallow world in the winter,
When the snow comes to cover the ground.
It's the time for play, it's a whipped cream day,
I wait for it the whole year round!

Those are marshmallow clouds being friendly,
In the arms of the evergreen trees;
And the sun is red like a pumpkin head,
It's shining so your nose won't freeze!

The world is your snowball, see how it grows,
That's how it goes, whenever it snows.
The world is your snowball just for a song,
Get out and roll it along!

It's a yum-yummy world made for sweethearts,
Take a walk with your favorite girl.
It's a sugar date, so what if spring is late,
In winter it's a marshmallow world!

It's a marshmallow day in the winter,
When the snow comes to cover the ground.
It's the time for play, it's a whipped cream day,
And we wait for it the whole year round!

Just you remember that,

Those are marshmallow clouds being friendly,
In the arms of the evergreen trees;
And the sun is red like a pumpkin head,
It's shining so your nose won't freeze!

You must remember that,

The world is your snowball, see how it grows,
That's how it goes whenever it snows.
The world is your snowball just for a song,
Get out and roll it along!

It's a yum-yummy world made for sweethearts,
Take a walk with your favorite girl.
It's a sugary date, so what if spring is late,
In winter it's a marshmallow world...
In winter it's a marshmallow world...
In winter it's a marshmallow world...


As that old song goes - today it is a true marshmallow world! I do not know if it snowed all night and into this morning, or if it stopped at some point then restarted - but the snow is now deeper than my feet! And it is still coming down!

That ice storm was the beginning of winter. All of the little snows since have started to build up!

It is beautiful!

I will try to stick it out for a full night of work tonight; physical therapy will start early tomorrow morning.

I have the feeling that on Friday night I will be wearing a pretty dress with wooly stockings and hiking boots!


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Monday, January 29, 2007

more snow; Friday is looking even better!

We got a three inch snow yesterday; it has been snowing lightly and steadily all evening tonight. Poor Dan is getting pretty worn out with all of these little snows. He does not make much money clearing such small amounts, but it really cuts down on his time and sleep. We are due for another Alberta Clipper storm soon, too. Most Clippers give us 1-3 inches.

If I can survive until Friday, it is looking even better. I opened the tickets and they included coupons to get into the late night jazz concert for $5 each. So we would have the symphony concert, then can go to the following jazz concert in the little concert hall in the same building for nearly free! Lots of music and very little walking for me!

The DSO concert:

All Beethoven

Friday, February 2 at 8:00 PM

Enjoy an all-Beethoven program featuring Angela Hewitt, “one of the most mesmerizing musicians of the day.” Funding for this concert is made possible in part by a gift from the E. Nakamichi Foundation.

Artists
Matthias Bamert, conductor
Angela Hewitt , piano

Program

Beethoven

Overture to The Creatures of Prometheus

Beethoven

Piano Concerto No.1

Beethoven

Symphony No. 6, "Pastorale"

The jazz concert:

Nnenna Freelon

Friday, February 2 at 10:00 PM

Nnenna Freelon is back for an intimate Jazz Club setting featuring the MSU Professors of Jazz. The DSO does not appear in this performance.

went to the doctor

Went to the doctor and also had some x-rays taken of the stooooopid knee. They have decided (for now) to try to treat it with naprosyn and physical therapy. As soon as I drag my butt upstairs, I will call the physical therapy people for an appointment. The doctor told me not to go in to work tonight, so one more night of wrapping up the knee in a heating pad and relaxing. I can try to go in to work tomorrow, as long as I take naprosyn first.

And the doctor freaked out when I mentioned the DES exposure. That can never be a good thing!

My dear friend who moved out to Vegas will be back soon - He and his wife will be hosting a brunch on a Saturday morning in early February. I cannot wait to see them!

No matter how much the knee hurts, being able to see them will give me something to look forward to. Actually, rather than a slacker list, here is a different list today:

list of things to look forward to:

Detroit Symphony Orchestra concert this Friday

brunch with John and Barb

chocolate and flowers for Valentine's Day

going to a play with Dan, followed by going out for Chinese food on Chinese New Year's

Polish jelly donuts on Fat Tuesday!

getting new glasses

getting physical therapy so this darned knee feels better!

 

 

going to the doctor

Well, I will be heading to the doctor this afternoon. I have had it with this pain crap. There has got to be some sort of exercise or knee brace that can help with this! The whole situation is bizarre. I took that skip and fall on Jan. 7. And at the time it was just a bit sore. Then it started bothering me a little bit when I was driving. Then a little more while driving. Then a little while walking/standing at the end of the work week. Then a little bit all of the time, and a whole lot while driving and by the end of the work week. Then it got to the point last week, when it was terrible by the time work ended on Thursday.

Dan forbid my housework near the end of last week, as the gimp was so bad. I still watered the plants this morning anyway!

I will be turning in my vacation requests for all of next year today at work (provided I go in at all, which depends on the doctor). I have already called work to say I will probably be late - the only appointment I could get was at 2:30, and my shift starts at 3:30, so it is quite likely I will be late, if the office is backed up at all.

I finished The Bonehunters last night. Lots of questions towards events at the ends of the story (what the heck is the Empress up to anyway???), and it looks as if the two empires (Mezla and the one from Midnight Tides) are starting to infringe upon each other a bit. Looks like what I suspected to be the main plot line of the series (war of the gods with mortals such as humans stuck in the middle) will indeed be the case. I usually do not like fantasy books about gods and with lots of deau ex machina events, but Erikson seems to be the exception to that, thus far.

Perhaps because he brought up all sorts of really interesting ethical issues on gods and their followers - when does a god betray his/her followers? When do the followers betray their god? Can the followers stray so far from the path of their god that they can kill him/her?  I love thinking about stuff like that!

I might have to order Reaper's Gale from either amazon.uk or amazon.ca or from amazon marketplace when it is released this spring.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

should I stay or should I go?

Trying to make up my mind whether or not to go to work - though I probably will. After 2 1/2 days of staying off of the bum knee as much as possible, I am nearly able to walk without a limp as long as I am wearing the knee brace that Dan got me. It (the knee) is stiff and uncomfortable rather than actually painful. But I am genuinely afraid of what will happen after walking and/or standing on it for eight hours tonight. Whatever I decide to do, I am going to call for a doctor's appointment first thing in the morning.

I have been doing a lot of reading to try to occupy my mind the last 2 1/2 days. I am currently a bit under halfway done with Steven Erikson's The Bonehunters  (which I picked up from a store in Amazon marketplace). I am enjoying it much more than I did Midnight Tides ~ the action starts much earlier in the book (which is probably the key for my enjoyment - in Tides I had to wait for hundreds of pages before the action really started), we are back in Malazan lands, shortly after the ending of House of Chains, and back to the cast of characters we are more used to. No annoying subplots (yet anyway), like the three women and their boytoy bodyguard from Tides. Karsa is back (and as cool as always!!), and we get to see Parran in action as Master of the Deck. And I have always enjoyed the ancient desert atmosphere of the Seven Cities setting more than the other settings Erikson has used. So I am thus far pleased. Very pleased, in fact.

So anyway, today I will probably go in to work, but I am afraid it will quickly go from discomfort to outright pain. And I do not deal well with pain.

It has been snowing just a tiny bit (less than an inch) every day lately. It has finally started to build up to the point where it is very pretty, but without making the roads bad at any given time. Cannot ask for better than that in the winter! Last night the first snowmobilers of the winter were racing through our yard (they love our yard because of all of the hills and trees).

Oh well. It is time to try to hobble back up the stairs and heat up some soup for lunch. And wrap the stooooopid knee with the heating pad and perhaps try to read a bit more before it is time to go to work this afternoon.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

recent reads

THE TERROR by Dan Simmons ~ a mixture of adventure, survival, and horror, this is a well crafted and suspenseful novel that grips you from cover to cover. Two British ships have been looking for the fabled Northwest Passage in the Canadian Arctic in the 1840's. They become trapped in the ice for three winters - two in the same desolate place, and were not able to escape in the intervening short summer. Food and fuel are running low, and there is something out there, picking off the men one or two at a time. Inspired loosely by an historical mystery, of a lost British exploratory expedition.

THE ANALECTS by Confucius is a classic Chinese philosophy textbook, which praises family loyalty, learning, and hard work. Some of the thoughts are completely foreign to Western morality (such as family loyalty being more important than turning in a criminal) but interesting all the same.

THE HOUND AND THE FALCON by Judith Tarr ~ an omnibus of three fantasy novels which make up a trilogy:

The Isle of Glass

The Golden Horn

The Hounds of God

Brother Alfred, taken in by the monks of a quiet English monastery as an orphaned baby and foundling, has come to believe that he is elven rather than human. In the sixty years since he was found, he has not aged beyond looking like a teenager. He can read other people's minds, and has a magical talent for healing. Yet, though he does nothing but good with his life, he comes to have horrible, near-suicidal doubts of his worth, as the Church teaches that his kind is souless and evil. Alf is sent forth from the monastery on an all important mission of diplomacy to Richard the Lion Heart, then is swept into a life of adventure - always, always doubting his own value. Sometimes you want to scold him for his stubbornness and his failure to see his great worth, but Tarr makes you care deeply about him and about his friends.

BLACK LOTUS by Laura Joh Rowland ~ a mystery novel set in the 1690's in Japan under the Shogun. Samurai Sano Ichiro serves the Shogun as his sosakan-sama, a sort of special prosecutor/investigator (to try to find the nearest current day American equivalent). In this novel, Sano is sent forth to investigate the nefarious events surrounding a multiple murder and arson at the grounds of the temple of the Black Lotus sect of Buddhism. Sano has his hands full, as the investigation turns extremely difficult. He is aided by his wife, daughter of a top level judge, and trained (as some true life women of the samurai cast were) in both education and weapons as a man of that class was trained. The difficult investigation, and the pressure coming down from the court to solve the case quickly, put strains on themselves, their top retainers, and their marriage.

THE PILLOW BOOK OF LADY WISTERIA by Laura Joh Rowland ~ in Japan in the year 1693, under the shoguns ~ Sano Ichiro serves the shogun as a special investigator and prosecutor. He receives the most dangerous case of his life when the shogun's cousin and heir is murdered when having a liason with a high priced courtesan named Lady Wisteria. The woman has vanished, and an over-zealous judge has condemned all of the possible witnesses to death in an effort to increase his standing with the shogun. Evidence turns up implicating Sano himself, and he must solve the case quickly and prove who committed the murder - or he, his family, and all of his retainers will be put to death.

THE ROMANOV PROPHECY by Steve Berry ~ the Russian people, fed up with government corruption and the power of the Russian Mob, has voted for a return to the Czars. An American lawyer, an expert in Russian language and history, has been chosen as one of the people to work on checking out the backgrounds of living members of the Romanov family, and to see if there is anything to keep any of them from becoming the new monarch. When digging through the top secret archives, he finds a prophecy of Rasputin, written down by the last Csarnina, Alexandra, which indicates that someday heirs of she and her husband might one day regain the Russian throne, even though the family is doomed to die within two years if nobles kill the mystic. He also finds evidence that both Lenin and Stalin were afraid that one or more of the children might have escaped the slaughter of the royal family in Ekaterinburg. It is soon obvious, as Miles Lord escapes one assassination attempt after another, that someone in power does not like these findings. Will Miles survive long enough to find the truth? Who is trying to kill him and hide that truth? How did a royal child escape the slaughter, and how have they been hidden away in the near century since? Quite a nice little suspenseful historical whodunnit.

times are a bit trying

I never did get to go to the eye doctor yesterday. They called on Thursday and it turns out that they do not take my insurance after all. A disappointment, though a temporary one. I shall go back to the insurance web site, find a different doctor, and start over.

I do not know if I could have gone anyway - my knee hurts that bad these days.

I hate what pain does to me. It makes me grouchy and whiney. And since I work in a hospital I see pain everyday that puts my poor knee to shame. And knowing how little my pain is in comparison, I feel ashamed on top of everything else.

I have been doing my best to just stay away from people because of the grouchiness.

Today it is better. It is uncomfortable, but does not actually hurt. I think that is because I stayed off it as much as humanly possible yesterday, and am being good about staying off of it today, too. I only came downstairs to let the dog outside because Dan and Steven are away at a wrestling tournament today. And thought, since I am down here, I might at least read my email and check out the internet.

We will see how tomorrow night at work treats my knee. Every night last week it got worse and worse, as I stand and/or walk for eight hours. It is gets a lot worse tomorrow, I will be calling the doctor first thing Monday morning. Hopefully it will not be anything that some rest cannot heal. Perhaps it is time to use some of the huge amount of sick leave in my leave bank - I have months' worth.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

hanging in there

Hanging in there. Last night everyone came in to work, which made life much better.

I am worn out, though. And my knee is bothering me a lot. About three weeks ago I slipped and took a nasty tumble on my butt at work. I twisted my right knee at the time. It was stiff and sore for a day or so afterwards, as you would expect, but it seems to have gotten a little worse everyday rather than better. It is OK to stand, walk, sit, or lie down. But certain movements (including driving) are very painful. And it is sore enough that I have to take naprosyn before bed every night, or it aches too much for me to fall asleep. Dan saw me limping around this morning, and he is going to get some sort of knee sleeve for me to where until it can heal. So hopefully things will be better soon!

Two more days and I can get my eyes checked and get new glasses! Not to mention getting to go out to a nice lunch with my husband, which is always pleasant.

Dan will be taking Steven to wrestling tournaments on both Saturday and Sunday this coming weekend, so I am hoping to have a nice and quiet day on Saturday, and watch a few movies and just take it easy. That should help as well. Just relax, keep off that knee as much as possible, drink lots of soothing herbal tea...

slacker list for the past two days:

running loads of dishes through the dishwasher

picking up and straightening things in the house

getting ready for garbage pick-up day (tomorrow)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

what a stinkin' night

Man oh man, were there ever a lot of call-ins at work tonight. I was the only regular afternoon person who showed up, and one person on midnights showed up. We were laughing that we must not be "kewl kids" and that the clique did not invite us to their skip day party. Obviously these people are sick (which is why they called in), not skipping - but sometimes you have to either laugh or cry, and we went for the laugh and some corny jokes about those rotten days from high school.

Thankfully enough people stayed for overtime, that the work got done. Which is what really matters when all is said and done.

I think I am two weeks ahead with the literature and astronomy now - an hour or so of work tonight and should also be with the history. I have to go work on that now.

slacker list (last two days) - working on home schooling lessons

Steven Erikson's The Bonehunters has arrived in the mail. I got a trade paperback copy from a little store in the Amazon.com marketplace. They import Erikson's books from Britain. I am not sure when I will have time to read it, as this one is another cinder block (maybe even as big as Memories of Ice) but it does look like he moves back into the Malazan Empire again, after leaving it in Midnight Tides. And the back cover mentions that Karsa - coolest barbarian ever will be in the story, which makes me very happy. As does a quick scan through that shows he will be knitting in some of the Midnight Tides characters.

Monday, January 22, 2007

busy few days

I've been pretty busy the last couple of days. Besides work, I have been trying to get a two week cushion of lessons ready for home schooling. I am pretty much there with The Odyssey - we are at the good point anyway, where Odysseus is recounting his adventures. In astronomy we are on the final unit - stars and galaxies. I am nearly there. I have not even started history yet. It is this huge college textbook, Oxford's History of the American West. I need to read over the next 2-3 chapters and make up questions for Steven. I will keep working on it until it is time to go to work, and work on it some more when I get home from work.

It is finally winter. The ice storm of last week has been followed by many small snows. The one last night was just enough to make the roads pretty slick. It was a white knuckle drive home, but since so few people were out, all was well.

Dan and I are working on getting my vacation requests for 2007 and early 2008 in order. It is always a great negotiation between us each year. I hope to turn the requests in this week - they are due at the end of the month.

As part of that, I looked over the various schedules of plays and concerts from now until the end of the winter/spring seasons and ordered tickets. Five concerts and two plays. I ordered most of them on Friday nights, as I have those off anyway. Two of the concerts will be on work nights, and I have already requested those two nights off.

I hate having to be that organized. One thing that this crazy once a year vacation request system has done is to force me to be organized whether I wish to be or not. Unfortunately, you miss many weddings and reunions and the like - many people do not plan so far ahead!

I am tired. Part of that is reading a book that was part adventure story, part thriller, part horror by Dan Simmons, called The Terror. I should not have picked it up on such a busy weekend - it was nearly impossible to put down. Two British exploratory ships are caught up in Arctic ice in the winter - their third winter on the ice, the second they have been trapped in this particular place in the ice. Supplies are running low, and morale sucks. And there is some sort of terrible thing out there, circling the ships and picking off the men one or two at a time. So I stayed up really late reading it, and got up really early in the morning to keep reading it, even though I had a million and a half things to do. Me bad.

Friday, January 19, 2007

still a bit freaked out

Still a bit freaked out over the big revelation from yesterday. I'm glad she told me , though, as regular gyn exams and pap smears do not catch the weird vaginal cancer, so now I can get the exam I need.

And I was good - I did call for an exam, as I am due for my annual anyway. It is not my fault that they had no appointments open until late March! And figure it will take a couple of months to get the mammogram after that - I need to get a referral first at the gyn exam, and then it will take a couple of months to get the appointment.

I also called for me and Dan to both go in and get eye exams next Friday at lunch time. We have appointments back to back and can also eat lunch. I am actually fairly geeked up over that - I need new glasses desperately, and I can finally get a pair, thanks to having the new vision insurance!

I still need to call for dental checkups for us - but need to find a dentist first, as our old one sadly passed away in November, from leukemia at a fairly young age. Dental insurance will also be a God-send.

slacker list for the last two days:

home schooled Steven both days

kept the fire going downstairs, took out emptied crates of wood, brought in full crates of wood

yes, I have been slacking!

am I a mutant?

I got this weird email from one of my sisters today, telling me that our mother had taken some funky drug to prevent miscarriage when she was pregnant with me, a drug which is now banned for that purpose, and now I am at risk to get some sort of bizarre vaginal cancer normal people do not usually get.

My first reaction was: OK - you guys all had 42 years to tell me this -including when I got married and had children of my own (with no funky drugs during my pregnancies, thank you very much!). So why did you wait so long to tell me?????

At the same time, I am glad that she did tell me, for obvious reasons. Normal exams do not catch the weird cancer.

It is about time for my annual gyn exam and mammogram, so I will probably call my doctor's office tomorrow, and explain that as well as a normal pap test I need a special vaginal quadrant pap test for women exposed to DES while their mothers were pregnant with them. And then make the appointment and get it over with Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes I hate them normally. Now I will have even more reasons to hate them. Well, the mammogram is OK, but I hate the gyn exams. More Razz More Razz More Razz More Razz More Razz More Razz More Razz

Families. Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes Why the hell keep stuff like that to themselves and not bother telling the person it effects? Rolling Eyes Rolling Eyes
Rolling Eyes

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

freezing cold

Just let the dog out, and it is clear and very very very cold out there! It must be down in the teens (Fahrenheit) at the most right now. Most of the house seems to be holding steady at about 58 degrees, so it is chilly but not pipes bursting temps yet.

Bill had called last night, pretty late, to let me know he had made it back to Muncie OK.

Dan called a couple of hours ago from the airport in Phoenix where he and Steven have a lay over. They were eating dinner at what he said was a cool restaurant at the airport. Their flights are all on time, so I will leave the house at about midnight to go pick them up.

Dan had times the return flight so that I would go from work straight to Metro Airport and pick them up when I get off at midnight. But none of us dreamed that the weather would be so wild this weekend and that I would have to use emergency leave because of the power, and that I would be heading to Metro from home...

It will be good to see them. I have missed them. I also want Dan to figure out what is going on with the furnace, as I know I will not be able to sleep tonight if the house is this cold. But mainly, I am lonely for those two particular people in all the world (Bill, too, but I cannot see him tonight).

 

slacker list for the last two days:

running generator to keep pipes from bursting ~ that was an important and constant task

I have come to hate the sound a generator makes when it is about to run out of fuel! It is like tending a newborn baby ~ as soon as you fall asleep the noise starts up, and you have to feed the baby! In this case, the feeding was smelly chemicals in the pitch dark outside in the snow and cold!

well...

The buddy came by, but it now it seems that the heat is not working in 2/3 of the house. Oh well - Dan will be home in a few hours, and that will be his problem since he is a contractor. Hopefully enough heat will make it from the one zone that is working (the bedrooms) to the other two zones so that no pipes freeze.

It is amazingly freaking cold tonight.

Right before it got dark, I went outside and took dozens of pictures of the setting sun shining on the ice encased trees. I do not know if the pictures will turn out, but the sight was astonishing.


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return from Faerie

Well, we dodged the first ice storm, the one on Sunday morning - but the heavier one of Sunday night got us good. We lost power on Sunday night and just got it back about an hour ago!
 
Since I have a well with an electric pump, it is a huge relief to get running water again. I am waiting another hour, to make sure that the water heater has done its thing, and then I am going to take an endless hot shower!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Dan's buddy came over yesterday and hot wired the furnace to the generator. I have been running outside every few hours since to refill it with gas. During the day that wasn't too bad, but it sucked at night since it was so dark and cold and snowing and I was doing it by flashlight. I am pretty tired, and will be very happy when the buddy comes back over this afternoon to unhotwire the furnace, so it can run off of electricity again instead.
 
While this entire experience was a pain - there is still great beauty in it. It is freezing cold today, but clear as a bell. The trees are still encased in ice. The sun is shining on them and turning every twig on every branch of every tree into a prism. It is like everything is covered with diamonds. It is so beautiful that it hurts. It is nearly to beautiful to be in our world - it is as though the realm of the Snow Queen in the land of Faerie has briefly overlapped out world, and left some of its haunting beauty behind.
 
This morning I called in for an emergency vacation day at work, as the power company was giving my neighborhood an estimate of at least nine hours to get the power up. I told my service chief the simple truth that I would have to stay home and keep the generator running so my pipes would not freeze. Well, the power came back early, but I have not has a shower since Sunday morning, and I am exhausted from keeping waking up to fill up the generator - so I am going to stay home anyway to take a long shower and get some sleep before going to get Dan and Steven at the airport. Not to mention that I still have to keep putting gas in the generator until the buddy comes by to unhotwire the furnace!
 

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

finished

I finished it. Finally. Thanks be to God! Midnight Tides is over. You know, there is a magnificent story hiding in that 900 page novel - crying and pleading for a good editor to release it! But for now, I feel as if I have just completed a 10k road race over hilly terrain.

It is time for a glass of sangria and fruit juice, then a nap for a couple of hours.

And after the nap a good dinner and a couple of movies.

The ice storm is over for now. In fact, some of the ice is melting. There is enough ice on the poor trees that when a breeze comes through they make these horrible and frightening creaking and groaning sounds as if it is all they can do to keep erect. If the wind picks up, we might lose a tree or two still.

Dan called a couple of hours ago. He is as lonely for me as I am for him and the kids. Another sunny and chilly day in LA. Today he is staying with his parents in their home. Since they have a bumper crop of avocados on the tree in their backyard this winter, they will be having a guacamole festival this afternoon. Bill will be flying back to Indy tomorrow. After dropping him off, Dan will take Steven to Olivera Street - the original pueblo area and now historic center of LA. Dan must miss me - he is taking the kid/s to all of my favorite places to eat in LA - first Gladstones, now Olivera Street with all of its great little Mexican restaurants. Dan and Steven will be landing at Detroit Metro in the middle of the night on Tuesday, so I will drive to the airport and pick them up after work Tuesday night.

Well, it off for my wine and my nap!

ugh

It has been freezing rain all morning now. The roads still look OK, but there is enough of an ice build up now that there are little icicles hanging down from the tree branches and the power lines. Still not so much that things are breaking yet, but it is only a matter of time if the freezing rain continues.

I have fed the pets (so I will not have to try to feed them after dark) and found a flashlight. I have the fire starter and some wood for  the fireplace. I have lots of candles out and ready to go.

Of all the weekends for there to be an ice storm!!!


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ice storm?

Just let the dog out for his morning business, and we are having what appears to be the beginning of an ice storm. There is already an ice build up on the grass and trees though not on the roads or sidewalks yet. And it is still raining.

For those lucky enough to be unfamiliar with ice storms - it is rain that comes down and immediately freezes. The ice coating causes problems. The weight of the ice can bring down trees, large limbs, and power lines - and, of course, the falling trees and limbs bring down power lines, too.

Out in the country we are in trouble when we lose our power for too long, as our wells have pumps that run on electricity so we cannot have running water.

We do have a portable generator, and we use that for the heating and the kitchen.

I am going to go bump up the heat a few degrees just in case. That way perhaps the house will stay warm a bit longer if the worst happens. Dan has a buddy lined up to come out and set up the generator (the kitchen is fine - I can just run everything on extension cords - but the furnace needs to be hard wired to the generator). I am not sure how long it would take the buddy to get here, especially if the roads do turn icy.

Ah well. Nothing I can control. I am going to turn up the heat then go back to bed!


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Saturday, January 13, 2007

yummy dinner

I made myself a wonderful dinner tonight! Garlic bread and then vegetarian pizza. Took me over an hour to cut up the vegetables, but I can use them in making other meals as well. For my toppings I had four different kinds of peppers (chopped very small), red onions, and fresh garlic. And tons of cheese. Half of the meal is left - it will make a superb lunch tomorrow!

Dan called this afternoon. The guys were on the way to the racetrack (Santa Anita) with Dan's father. He loves to go to the races.

I watched one movie, will watch another then get the pets ready for bed and then try to get through another hundred pages of the Erikson.

sleepy afternoon

Have been doing house work all afternoon. I think I will force myself to read another 100 pages of Midnight Tides, then cut up veggies for the next couple of dinners, then spend the evening watching some movies. All with breaks for laundry and letting the dog out, of course. Do not know how much more productive work I can accomplish today, though, as I am very sleepy today. Actually, maybe I should skip Midnight Tides until bedtime, as it always puts me to sleep.

Today's slacker list:

put away the six loads of clean laundry from a few days ago

two new loads of laundry

sorted out the junk mail - two large garbage bags full!

took four bags of garbage out to the garbage cans outside

load of dishes - all of the dirty ones - cleaned the sink with bleach

I have talked to Dan a couple of times. Bill made it safely out there last night, but might not have packed enough clothing. Dan drove Steven up the coast while on their way to LAX to get Bill. It was a sunny but chilly day. They were on their way to my favorite LA area restaurant for dinner - Gladstones for Fish on Malibu Beach. http://www.gladstones.com/

 

sleepy day

Last night I hung in there as long as I could to let the dog out for about his normal final peeing time then went to bed. I was so tired I just went right to sleep - no glass of wine needed.  Ate a plateful of salad and drank some hot chocolate. 

When I went to bed we were having some sort of winter mix, where you literally could not tell if it was rain or snow.

This morning when I let the dog out, it was hailing. I immediately decided not to leave the house today. It was cold enough that I came back in and took a long hot shower. There is just something unpleasant about being outside in your nighty and bathrobe with small ice balls bouncing off of your head. I felt chilled to the bone marrow.

After the hot shower I ate a light breakfast and spent the rest of the morning trying to read Steven Erikson's Midnight Tides. As usual, I fell asleep twice while reading it, but managed to get to about page 700. I have been very bored reading it. This morning I realized that though it is the fifth huge fat book in the series it takes place years before the other books - and someplace far far away from them, too. I also realized that there might be a good story in there, if you were to trim it down to half of its size. I hope Erikson will not be one of those fantasy authors who loses it halfway through his series.

The cars look like they are moving OK out on the road, but the mailbox was frozen shut when I went out to check the mail a few minutes ago.

                   

Friday, January 12, 2007

tired day

Last night I made myself a very simple but very filling and delicious dinner. I heated up a can of corn chowder then melted a bunch of sharp Cheddar cheese over it and dipped into it with blue corn chips. I know that old saying is "Hunger makes the best sauce" but that was just so hot and so good. I opened a bottle of wine we'd sitting around for months and had a glass of it, mixed with fruit juice. I can never drink red wine by itself - I have not ever been able to find one whose taste that I like. This one - Wrongo Dongo - from Spain - came fairly close to being drinkable - perhaps the closest I have ever come with a red. The wine knocked me out cold.

I did wake up about 6AM from muscle cramps in my back. I got up and let the dog out and moved around a bit, felt better, then went to back to bed.

This afternoon was filled with senior moments. I went to Wal-Mart to get some mailing envelopes so I can finally mail people their holiday gifts, and canned pet food. I remembered the canned pet food, but not the mailing envelopes. Then I went to Kroger because I know they sell postage stamps at the registers. I bought a cart load of groceries, but forgot the stamps. DOH!

They have changed the weather forecast from freezing drizzle/rain to just plain old snow, so maybe it won't be so bad if I make a quick run out tomorrow to get those two things. Maybe I can run to the Kroger in Milan, and drop off the mail at the post office while I am at it. Dan had paid most of the bills right before he left, but ran out of stamps. I need to go through a small stack of mail he thought might be junk mail to double check it, and just stick stamps on the envelopes and mail them for the bills that were prepared but did not get mailed. With this a holiday weekend, I do need to get them out tomorrow so they can get started on their journeys.

That will not be too bad, so maybe I will do that.

Not today, though. I am really tired (which probably led to the senior moments) and just want to rest and relax as much as possible.

Tonight I have the things to make myself a home made pizza, or refried bean tacos, or fettucini and garlic bread. I also have a nice bag of salad so if I wish I can just have soup and salad tonight. Not sure which one I will make, but I will accompany it with wine, given how well the wine dulled the pain and helped me sleep last night.

Today's slacker list:

two loads of laundry (maybe more later)

started picking up/straightening Steven's room

load of dishes

grocery shopping

probably sorting out the pile of probable junk mail

what a raw night!

Drizzle. High wind gusts. Cold, but not quite cold enough for the drizzle to freeze (yet).

Got home a few minutes ago. The dog must have had a good night, as he had not peed all over the floor. Then again, Dan asked one of his buddies to drop by tonight and Tuesday night to let him out while I am at work. I let the dog out, then fed all of the critters.

The only meal I got today was breakfast, so I think I will be going upstairs in a few minutes and making a simple meal, such as soup. And maybe I will drink a glass or two of wine. I have been taking lots and lots of naprosyn this week, and I know that it cannot be good for my already messed up innards. So maybe wine can relax my back muscles and help me go to sleep.

Another horrible night at work. I am really glad to get a break. I am really starting to burn out.

And yes - tomorrow after my errands are done I plan on taking a nice long hot bubble bath!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

on my own now for a few days

Well, I just got home (briefly) from dropping the guys off at the airport. I am going to try for one or two quick errands before work. Then work. Tomorrow I will try to get the rest of my errands done before the weather gets crazy, so I do not need to leave my house. Friday afternoon and Saturday morning I will drag a bunch of firewood inside from the garage and locate the candles and extra blankets. Saturday and Sunday there will supposedly be an ice storm.

Thankfully, my hub has a buddy lined up to come out to the house and wire the heating system to the generator if I lose power from the freezing rain.

one more day

Today I was so tired and stressed out from a busy week at work, that I decided to do nothing today other than spend time with Steven and rest before work. I have decided to do the same tomorrow - do nothing other than work and take the guys to the airport (well, obviously take care of the dog and cats both days).

Friday I will run my errands such as grocery shopping.

By Friday evening, I hope to spend the rest of the long weekend at home - cooking healthy meals, enjoying the company of my pets, resting, reading, watching movies - and yes, even doing some cleaning and laundry. I wish to have four of the most restful days imaginable after running my Friday errands. We shall see!

Getting the guys to the airport tomorrow, then one more night of work. Then rest and relaxation shall commence!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

only two nights left until my break

Too tired to make an actual entry.

Slacker list:

*ran to two stores to pick up a few things

* sorted out six loads of clean laundry, but did not have time before work to put them away

* started packing for Dan and Steven's trip - am nearly done

I am still stiff and sore from my fall the other night. I am very tired. I am about to take a long, hot shower to relax my muscles. Two more nights at work, then four days off. Two days until Dan and Steven fly out to California. The first thing I will do while alone in the house is to raise the thermostats in the house to over sixty degrees. It is time to live dangerously (and warmly) for a few days.

On Friday I will go to the grocery store - while the guys are gone and I have plenty of time to cook for myself, I am planning on making lots of great vegetarian meals. So I will need lots of fresh vegetables, etc. for the long weekend.

Monday, January 8, 2007

horrible night at work; homeschooling restarts

Last night was a horrible night at work. There were call ins on days, and lots and lots of work was left for me to complete. No one had stocked the area I was working in since I myself had last Thursday night. There was a cart full of drugs that had come in from a delivery on Friday during the day, and it was still sitting there for me to put away on Sunday night. I was so angry. And then when I went to the warehouse to get stock (since everything was empty) I slipped on a little wet place on the floor and went flying into the air! I twisted my right knee and left ankle and landed really hard on my butt (at least it was not my head). That was a very fitting end to a really bad night. Today I am very stiff and sore and grouchy. The hot shower and naproxen helped last night; I will do the same when I get home from work tonight, as I will probably be even more stiff and more sore.

Home schooling started back up today. We are following the school district calendar. Steven had a bit of history and a big algebra test.

I have decided that home schooling should be a part of the slacker list, as I  do spend so much time on it. I am usually very fair to other people; in this I am being fair to myself.

Today's slacker list:

* prepared a literature lesson on the Odyssey

* prepared a science lesson on comets

* put together Dan's Christmas gift of a relaxation fountain - I do not have it working quite right, but will play with it some more when I get home to see if I can get it to work

* started picking up the family room (this will be a several day project, the kids have it trashed)

Sunday, January 7, 2007

tired;headache

Bill went back to school this morning. That, as always, makes me very sad. I miss the kiddo. Dan and Steven are off in Lansing for a wrestling tournament, so I temporarily have the house to myself. I have been trying to read Steven Erikson's Midnight Tides, but am having trouble concentrating from this darned headache, so I have put it aside for now.

I really do not want to go in to work tonight. I mean - I really do not want to go in to work tonight. But I will drag my butt there, and hope it will be quiet.

I gave up caffeine earlier this week, and am wondering if that is why I have been feeling so off. Perhaps I should start drinking small amounts of caffeine in the mornings again so I can feel better.

Today's slacker list:

* picked up two weeks of dirty laundry from the floor of Bill's room

* made the bed in Bill's room

* shelved the books all over the floor of Bill's room

* am doing a load of laundry

* changed the garbage cans liners in all three bedrooms

Saturday, January 6, 2007

tired; sun is out!

I think I might have actually done too much yesterday, as today I am very tired and have a headache. Trying to do little more than to have a quiet day at home with the children, though we will be going to Canton for dinner in an hour or so.

Today's slacker list (thus far):

* changed linens on the beds, packed away my holiday comforter

* got the holiday lights off of the bushes, packed them away

* took the decorations off of the silk ficus tree downstairs; they have been there for three years now! packed those decorations away

 

The sun is out this afternoon after two very rainy days! It felt good when I took the dog outside to stand in the sunshine.

 

trying to snow; today's slacker list

Just let the dog out (though that is pretty meaningless anymore given his state of incontinence) and it is trying to snow. Last night when I dropped the Jeep off at the dealer and dropped my keys in the lock box, it was raining torrentially. It was raining very hard again earlier this evening. Now it is heavily snowing, though it is mixed with rain, and all melting when it hits the waterlogged ground. It also feels much too warm for the snow to stick.

Today's slacker list:

* one load of laundry

* one load of dishes

* dug Dan's dirty clothes out from under the bed

* got the Jeep from the dealer

* got some prescriptions filled

* went grocery shopping

*went with Bill to the bank

* prepared dinner

* cleaned up dog pee on the floor

* got all of the holiday decorations (with the exception of the outdoor lights) taken down and packed away - the kids will take them downstairs tomorrow)

Not bad for a day when I feel like warmed up dung!

Friday, January 5, 2007

my new year's resolutions

I have only a couple of New Year's Resolutions this year:

1. Not to feel guilty if I give my former friend Mr. Grinch a little verbal needle or even a bit of a verbal slap down now and then. He treated me like total crap many times with no remorse and no apology. So while I would never go out of my way to needle someone, if he is around and I cannot resist giving a little crappiness back - there is really no reason for me to feel guilt over it. He really is my only enemy in the world, and it is not like I go out looking for him. And I only am truly mean if he is snotty to me first. And certainly being ladylike and nice to him when he has been cruel has succeeded in nothing other than giving him a free pass to continue to treat me with rottenness.

2. Try to be less of a slacker when it comes to housework. If I do at least one productive thing in the house every day, the house will not be perfect, but it will be better. To try to write down the productive things every day to inspire myself to keep it up.

Today:

* one load of dishes and bleached that half of the sink (might turn into two loads)

* one load of laundry (might turn into two loads)

* dug Dan's dirty clothes from the pile under and at the foot of the bed so I can wash them

* got the Christmas decorations into one room so I can pack them away - will plan on packing them as the afternoon and evening go on (with the exceptions of the lights on the bushes outside, as it has been raining the last two days)

 

Not bad for a day when I am so tired!

the past week

The past week was fairly exhausting. Dan and the kids got sick with a tummy bug New Year's night and the day after. Thankfully, it was just a 24 hour bug rather than that horrid Norwalk Virus we got last year. I had diarrhea, but I have that so often, who even know if it was the tummy bug or just stress at work? I've had diarrhea all week, so probably the latter...

Work remains busy - we are full and have many very sick patients.

I am exhausted today. My Jeep is in the shop for a couple of repairs and a recall, so I am spending a day quietly at home. I know I should be doing housework, but I am so very tired. I cannot even read, I keep nodding off over the book...

Tomorrow all of the holiday decorations will be taken down and packed away. Steven and I shall do that. Then Bill can carry the trunks of decorations down to the basement. That way the work is split among all of us...

books that make you HUNGRY!!

No - I am not talking cook books here!

I am talking regular novels that are so filled with descriptions of food that sound so gloriously yummy that you find drool running down your chin!

I just got done reading a novel from Vietnam called Paradise of the Blind by Duong Thu Huong. The book itself was lovely - told of how decades of war tore apart families and the socieity of Vietnam - but told in such a gentle voice that you end up with a lot of hope for the future of the people of that land. But it was also filled with all of these glorious descriptions of food - lovingly prepared and sounding delicious beyond measure. As soon as my Jeep is out of the shop, I will be going to a Vietnamese restaurant, as the food descriptions in that book are so divine! Hearts I must have Vietnamese food, and soon!!! Big Grin

And there is this mystery series by Nancy Fairbanks. The first two books are called Crime Brulee and Truffled Feathers, which were both fun - and someone recently gifted me with the third - Death A L'Orange, which I have not had time to read yet. The sleuth spends only part of each book trying to solve the mystery. The sleuth is a food writer, so most of the books are spent traveling to a distant city where she goes to all of the leading restaurants and eats the best foods and regional specialties - and the food is described in loving and minute detail. The first book was in pre-Katrina New Orleans, the second in NYC. The third looks as if it will be France, and I know that one will kill me. Wink Or quickly increase my VISA bill, as I might be compelled to seek out really good French food immediately and often.
Wink

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

New Year's Day

Today was New Year's Day. We made a nice big breakfast this morning, then took the dog for a walk, then watched football until I went to work (and I would guess that the guys continued to watch football long after I went in to work).

Another UM/Big Ten messy and awful performance in the Rose Bowl.

I think that it should be alternated between Southern California and Big Ten cities. That way the California teams can deal with the time zone changes and climate changes and a long road trip and hostile fans in an opponent's venue every other year, so it would be a lot more fair.

But there is way too much money involved for sports to be fair these days...

It is clear outside tonight. The moon is gloriously bright!

Monday, January 1, 2007

New Year's Eve

Today was a crazy rainy foggy day. Work was busy for a holiday Sunday. But I still left a bit early, as I did not want to be out on the roads with a bunch of drunk drivers at midnight, especially in this weather!

Dan and I spent most of the day before work cuddling. That was sooooooo nice!

Got home about 11PM, carrying two Chicago style deep dish pizzas with me. Everyone was very happy!

good reads of 2006

Here are some of my favorite reads of the year 2006. Smile This does not mean that they are all time favorites. It does not even mean that they were published in 2006. It only means that I read these books and especially liked them in the year 2006. Smile

Favorite Historical Mystery Novel:
Pardonable Lies by Jaquelyn Winspear
honorable mention to:
The Widow of Jeruselum by Alan Gordon
A Mist of Prophecies by Steven Saylor


Debut Novel (any genre)
Old Man's War by John Scalzi (science fiction)
honorable mention to:
Crystal Rain by Tobias Buckell (science fiction)


Historical Novel
The Winter King by Bernard Cornwell
honorable mention to:
The Boleyn Inheritence by Phillipa Gregory


Contemporary Novel
The Year of Pleasures by Elizabeth Berg

Fantasy
His Majesty's Dragon by Naomi Novik
honorable mentions to:
House of Chains by Steven Erikson
The Sharing Knife: Beguilement by Lois McMaster Bujold
This Scepter'd Isle by Roberta Gellis and Mercedes Lackey


Science Fiction
Old Man's War by John Scalzi
honorable mentions:
Pushing Ice by Alastair Reynolds
Crystal Rain by Tobias Buckell
The Ghost Brigades by John Scalzi
Spin by Robert Charles Wilson
Learning the World by Ken MacLeod


Adventure
The Persian Expedition by Xenophon
honorable mention to:
The Ghost Brigades by John Scalzi


Romance
The Unexpected Ajax by Georgette Heyer

Humor
The Healthy Dead by Steven Erikson


Short Story
A Lust of Cupids by Laurell K. Hamilton


Movie
The Seven Samurai


Fantasy Series
Temeraire by Naomi Novik (in progress)
honorable mention:
Malazan Book of the Fallen by Steven Erikson (in progress)


Historical Mystery Series
Maisie Dobbs by Jaquelyn Winspear
honorable mentions to:
Fool's Guild Mysteries by Alan Gordon
Roma Sub Rosa by Steven Saylor

Contemporary Mystery Series:
Candlemaking Mysteries by Tim Myers
honorable mention:
Chocoholic Mysteries by Joanne Carl

Science Fiction Series:
Hooded Swan by Brian Stableford
honorable mention:
Sector General by James White

Historical Fiction Series:
Warlord Chronicles by Bernard Cornwell

History Book:
The Trojan War: A New History by Barry Strauss
honorable mention to:
Mayflower by Nathaniel Philbrick

Best Biography:
Leonardo: The Artist and the Man by Serge Bramly, translated by Sian Reynolds


Best Short Story Collection:
Strange Candy by Laurell K. Hamilton
honorable mentions to:
The Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susannah Clarke
Smoke and Mirrors by Neil Gaiman

Best Graphic Novel:
Batman: The Dark Knight Returns by Frank Miller

Horror Book:
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
honorablemention to:
Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz

Best Supernatural Romance:
Definately Dead by Charlaine Harris
honorable mention:
A Fistful of Charms by Kim Harrison

And lastly, to please Dragonlily Wink :
Worst Sex Scene/s in any Book:
Danse Macabre by Laurell K. Hamilton