Saturday, March 31, 2007

2007 Hugo nominees

http://www.nippon2007.us/hugo_nominees.php

As usual, since I read many paperbacks, I have only read a couple of the nominated works.

Naomi Novik's novel His Majesty's Dragon was a delight. A cool adventure story with some very touching and very charming moments. It is probably not dark enough to win.

I have also read the Neil Gaiman short story and actually think it was one of the less memorable stories in his short story collection Fragile Things. Perhaps the others have been previously published, and that is why this particular one was nominated instead?

Every year I try to read the novels that I can track down. This year will probably be no exception to that. The nomination list makes for a good short list for good new books published in the past year.

Duchy, Duchy, how does your garden grow?

with snow crocuses in white and gold

with giant crocuses in white, gold, and purple

with bright blue squills

with light blue and white striped squills

with little pink and blue windflowers

with golden little miniature daffodills

with scarlet red miniature tulips, small as crocuses

with an early spring harvest of catnip leaves, to make the kitties happy!

Friday, March 30, 2007

thank God for thoughtful husbands

I was having a blah! sort of day today until Dan came home this evening. I was just worn out, both physically and mentally from a long and difficult week at work.

When he got home, he coaxed me out for a nice slow twilight walk with him and the dog.  Then he cooked a nice dinner.

I feel so much better now!

As a result, I even washed a load of dishes and baked a triple chocolate fudge cake!

recent reads

MURDER ON ICE by Alina Adams ia a short murder mystery set in the hoopla surrounding the amateur world figure skating championships. I pretty much hated all of the characters, a bunch of selfish and self absorbed drama queens (of both sexes), and sorry to say, I wished all of them could have died. Pretty much every bad impression I have ever had of the sport was confirmed and expanded upon - someone who is a true fan of the sport might even be grossly offended.

SADDLED WITH TROUBLE by Michele Scott was another short mystery, set mostly on horse ranches in the California desert near Indio, and filled with unpleasant and unsympathetic characters. Another book where I ended up hoping most of the characters would die. I think that the main problem was that the author had too many subplots in order to make the mystery harder to solve - and each new one brought a different character into question and suspician. Throw in a main character in the middle of a nasty divorce (and understandably a bit bitter and unhappy about her life), and the only truly likable character in the book was the local Mafia connection man - and what does that tell you right there?

A RING OF ENDLESS LIGHT by Madeleine L'Engle is a young adult book filled with beauty and wisdom. The Austin family is spending the summer on an island off the coast of New England in the home of the wise and gentle grandfather, who is terminally ill. The young and sensitive poet and heroine of the story, Vicky, is destined to learn about death that summer. What could have been maudlin is very life affirming and beautiful - as graceful as the leap of a dolphin swimming free in the sea.

TROUBLING A STAR by Madeleine L'Engle is another lovely young adult novel following the life and learning and adventures of the young poet Vicky Austin. In this, Vicky is given the gift of a lifetime - a trip to Antarctica, where she becomes endangered and has to learn a lot about politics and environmentalism.

THE TROUBLE WITH MAGIC by Madelyn Alt is a short mystery novel set in a small town in Indiana. Maggie has a horrible dead end job and is delighted to get a job in a nice little gift store - but it turns out that her new boss is a practicing witch, which is unusual in a small and very conservative town. While a friendship quickly grows between the two women, and Maggie learns that she has some sort of empathic abilities, Felicity becomes the chief suspect in a murder investigation.

THE KEYS TO THE KINGDOM: LADY FRIDAY by Garth Nix is the fifth book (of a projected seven) in a fantasy series for older children. Arthur Penhaligon is faced with the challenge of a lifetime, when he becomes the legal heir of the Architect, who created a universe. Arthur's task is to gain control of the Will, divided into seven parts, gain the seven keys of power, and gain control of the House, which is the center of the universe. And he is just an average asthmatic kid with glasses.

THE ANDROID'S DREAM by John Scalzi is one of the more quirky and unusual science fiction books I have read in a long time. From the most bizarre (and funny) death I have ever encountered in a book in the first chapter to the quest to find the one sheep of the billions of sheep on Earth who is destined to save the world, this book delighted and entertained me.

THE AGE OF INNOCENCE by Edith Wharton tells of a love triangle among people who have too much money and time on their hands, and not enough meaning in their lives in the Gilded Age of New York City in the late 1800's. Newland Archer is engaged to young May Welland, when he and his fiance's cousin Ellen Olenska fall deeply in love with each other. The two decide to do the honorable thing, and live separate hollow lives as a result. The anti-Anna Karenina, and shows that the other choice (following social conventions rather than being together) can be just as personally devastating.

THE CALL OF THE WILD by Jack London - the classic dog story is every bit as exciting as I remember from my childhood. Buck is a wonderful protagonist and hero, as he goes from pet dog in sunny California to leader of the sled dogs in Alaska to leader of the wild wolves in the wilderness.

WHITE FANG by Jack London is another of his wonderful dog stories set in Alaska and California. Rather than telling of a domestic dog who becomes wild, this one tells of a wild dog who becomes domesticated. 

GOD EMPEROR OF DUNE by Frank Herbert is the fourth book in his classic science fiction Dune series. To me this novel is a retelling of the expulsion of humanity from the Garden of Eden on a galactic scale, with one person being both the Creator and Satan - Leto II, who even has the body of a giant worm and the face of a human, just like Satan in the old religious art. He has created a new sort of human through his breeding programs, and has kept humanity safely bottled up for thousands of years on the worlds of the old empire. Now it is time for the new sort of humans to mature and to leave the cradle of the old empire worlds...

HERETICS OF DUNE  by Frank Herbert is the fifth book in his classic Dune science fiction series. Set about 1500 years after God Emperor of Dune, mankind has exploded in a great Scattering - and out in the far reaches of space, a lot of changing has been going on. One group, called the Honored Matres, comes fleeing back to the worlds of the old empire leaving a trail of destruction and death in their wake. These fierce and violent women are terrifying and a huge threat to the survival of civilization - but there must be something even worse out there that they are running from!

CHAPTERHOUSE: DUNE by Frank Herbert is the sixth book in his classic Dune series. The Bene Gesserit are facing one of the greatest challenges in thousands of years in surviving the onslaught of the violent Honored Matres. They are preparing a variety of interesting weapons, but time is running out and the fate of all of galactic civilization hangs in the balance. And what is so horrible that these terrifying women are running for their lives away from it?

HUNTERS OF DUNE by Brian Herbert and Kevin J. Anderson is the continuation of the classic science fiction Dune series, as written from the notes and outlines left behind by Frank Herbert. Many of the mysteries from the last two novels are answered here - who are the Honored Matres and where did they come from? What in the seven hells is making these women run for their lives in an orgy of violence from world to world? Is the final climactic battle which will decide forever the fate of the universe on hand?

THE ROAD TO DUNE by Frank Herbert, Brian Herbert, and Kevin J. Anderson is a book form of a directors's cut dvd. Here are deleted chapters from Dune and Dune Messiah as well as alternate endings, some history, and some original stories from the younger Herbert and Anderson.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

one of life's little modern miracles

Something that I take for granted (except when the power goes out for days at a time so the well doesn't pump and the water wouldn't heat even if it did)) is a hot shower.  Man, a hot shower can help you feel so much better...cleaner...more alert...more alive.

 

Heck, a bunch of my relatives down South did not have running water or hot water well into the twentieth century. One great aunt in the Blue Ridge of Virginia still had an outhouse and a spring house when I visited her as a little kid in the 1970's!

getting caught up a little bit

Just making a quick post to get caught up a little bit.

Spring is still trying to come in. After two days of warm temps and not having to wear a coat and being able to open up windows, it is down to freezing again tonight. I have lots of little purple crocuses blooming now. The tree pollen is out and is making almost everyone I know a bit sick from allergies. We had a huge thunderstorm last night when I was at work, and we got a lot of hail and everything.

It is less than a week to Tigers season opener!

Steven was sick yesterday - his whole body ached, he was running a fever, and his hands were ice cold. He is feeling better today, thank God. I am sure that Dan and I will have it soon, as things seem to follow that pattern. But I would rather be sick any day than the kids be sick!

Spring soccer season has started! Or at least the practices have. I am hoping it will warm up a bit before the games start.

Work has been busy and I am very tired right now. But the week is almost over, and knowing that helps.

I have made appointments with an eye doctor and a new dentist. Having vision and dental insurance has me very happy and excited! New glasses! Clean teeth!

 

 

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Canadian Brass concert

Dan did make it home in time, and swept me into Ann Arbor despite my not feeling well. We made it to the concert, and it was incredibly enjoyable. The Canadian Brass are not just great musicians, they also have a great sense of showmanship, and are very entertaining and very funny. Their version of Carmen was great - not only the music (which was superb), but the mock bull fight, etc. were hilarious. They played a nice mixture of classical and jazz, which was welcome.

http://www.canadianbrass.com

After the concert we went out to eat at a nice Indian restaurant in downtown Ann Arbor named Shalimar. The spicy food opened up my sinuses, which was hugely welcome! We were hungry and ordered way too much food - two appetizers, a bread sampler basket with several kinds of breads, and two entrees. We ended up bringing a lot of the food home, but it was delicious, and it will be fun eating it. I can also reopen my sinuses again!

http://www.shalimarrestaurant.com/

Getting the sinuses to drain was a huge relief!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

lovely spring day

What a lovely early spring day this is! I have the windows open and am airing out the house. Yeah, our house could usually use a cleaning, but it is not pigsty smelly or anything - it is just that after being shut up for months, the fresh air is very welcome.

Bill and I are both lying around today, feeling miserable. His sinuses and nose are running like crazy, and mine are stopped up, giving me a bad headache. This is day four for me of a low grade fever. Dan and Steven are in Lansing for wrestling, but Dan swears he will be home in plenty of time to go to the concert tonight.

While part of me really wants to go to the concert, another part of me is really unsure if I am up to attending. I really am feeling icky today. I am even having trouble reading.

from the UMS website: http://www.ums.org

Canadian Brass

Charles Daellenbach, tuba
Eugene Watts, trombone
Bernhard Scully, horn
Joe Burgstaller, trumpet
Brandon Ridenour, trumpet

Saturday, March 24, 8 pm
Hill Auditorium

buy tickets seat map
Main Floor $48 · $42 · $36 · $22
Mezzanine $40 · $34 · $10
Balcony $24 · $22 · $16 · $10

They bound onstage in their trademark tuxedos and tennis shoes, launching into a program that encompasses everything from Bach to the blues. Swing into spring with this endlessly entertaining ensemble, loved worldwide for its charming mix of classics, pop, and Dixieland, with a hearty dose of fun thrown in for good measure. The Canadian Brass serve up astonishing virtuosity and high-spirited entertainment — the perfect event to enjoy with family and friends.

Program
· Aire pour les trompettes : J.S. Bach (arr. Allen)
· Golyardes Ground : Malcolm Forsythe
· Concerto in D Major : J.S. Bach - Vivaldi (arr. Burgstaller)
· Notebook of Anna Magdelana Bach : J.S. Bach (arr. Dedrick)
· Fats Waller Tribute : arr. Henderson
· Adagio : Barber (arr. NcNeff)
· Glenn Miller Songbook : arr. Dedrick
· Highlights from Carmen : Bizet (arr. Mills)

Friday, March 23, 2007

Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France

On Tuesday night, Dan and I went to a concert given by the Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France at Hill Auditorium in Ann Arbor.

This is the first time, to my knowledge, that we have ever attended a concert that was being recorded live - of any genre.

I do not know if they can use the tapes, though - they were recording in Michigan in March, so there were sick people a plenty in the audience, and therefore a lot of coughing, sneezing, and throat clearing. Hopefully they can edit the crowd sound out?

The first half of the concert was a piece of music I have never heard before - and it was a lot of fun! It was Ravel's Mother Goose Suite, a ballet based on some famous fairy tales. I especially enjoyed the music to Tom Thumb, with its twittering birds! The oriental flavors of the Laideronette music were also very pleasant and unexpected.

The second half of the program was Berlioz's Symphonie Fantastique, and the orchestra played it much better than the CD that I have of it. I especially loved the second movement, with its dance rhythms - and the brass played magnificently in the fourth and fifth movements. They had this ginormous brass instrument I have never seen before in the back row next to the two tuba players. I had to call Fisty to ask him if he knows what it might have been and he thought it might have been this:

http://www.nikknakks.net/euphonium/instruments/ophecleide.html

 

Anyway, the orchestra was great, the musical selections were unusual and a lot of fun, and I am very glad that I got to hear them.

yucky day or good day?

Yesterday I did not drag my sorry butt out of bed until 1PM, when I knew I had to get ready for work.

Today I did not drag my sorry butt out of bed until 3:30PM, so that I could go to the grocery store.

So you can probably tell that I am still not feeling very good.

But when I got home, Bill was here. It turns out that he also caught the nasty cold from Dan and Steven, and came home because being home is better for rest and sleep and recuperation than the dorm is.

It is always good to see a beloved person!

I might have to reread the book I have been reading the last couple of days - Chapterhouse Dune. I am not sure if the weirder elements I thought I read were really there in the book or a result of the fever.

And now I have just found out that my beloved friend Danlo's mother passed away yesterday.

Danlo -    

        

yucky day

Well, I did make it home.

It was a crappy day.

I had started feeling really bad and weird last night while still at work. I was just plain sick when I woke up this morning.

Wasn't able to get functionally out of bed until nearly 1PM this afternoon - which is something that happened to both Dan and Steven with this bug, too.

Went to work and made all sorts of stupid mistakes, like delivering narcotics to the wrong places in the hospital, then having to go back and sign them back out and take them to the correct place.

Well, at least that is one night I do not have to live through again!

Right now I am playing food guard for the pets, while waiting to take a hot shower. I am making sure that the dog doesn't get into the cat food and the cats do not go after the dog's food.

So tired. We have tickets to go to a Canadian Brass concert Saturday night in Ann Arbor. I really hope that my health will allow us to go!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

pathetic

In half of an hour I can go home from work. I need to go home, I cannot concentrate and I'm making lots of silly mistakes. In the meantime, I am smelling the opened cans of Monster Low-carb that my coworkers are drinking. Is that pathetic or what? I cannot drink them myself because of my blood pressure problem. I have been addicted to them a couple of times in the past, and breaking the addiction was not easy. So now I am sitting here smelling them, hoping for enough of a rush from the scent to be alert and awake enough to drive home safely.

another respiratory infection

Well, I had hoped to be spared, but it is my turn to be sick again, even though I am still sick from the last time.

Last night I started feeling bad and rotten at work, and just came home and stumbled straight to bed.

I knew why this morning, when I woke up with a stuffy head, completely unable to concentrate, and running a fever.

Dan and Steven shared their rotten germs with me again.

Ugh.

The concert was great the other night; when I feel better I will post about it. Until then...just pray for me that this one doesn't get my lungs and asthma going again - especially since they were still not completely healed from the last infection.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

report of the morning

Dan felt much better this morning. He actually had energy and his eyes were bright and alert. That made me happy! Steven seems to be feeling better, too!

Went to the doctor and things are going OK - a lot better, actually. My lungs are still wheezy, and I must continue on the flovent inhaler for at least another month, but they are a lot better than they were a month ago. My body has nearly beaten off the infection now. The knee is better from the physical therapy, and we will give it another month of exercise to see if it continues to improve. If it is still bothering me at that point in time, they will send me in for soft tissue imaging to see what the heck is going on in there. The blood pressure is a lot better, but still could be described as borderline high. I am to continue to take the hydrochlorothiazide for another month, then come in for a reevaluation. At that point they will decide whether or not to add a second blood pressure med at a low dose. I asked to stay on the water pill for at least a few days a month regardless of what other meds they eventually might try me on. I love not getting bloated like a water balloon before my period! I had not realized how horrible it felt every month until it stopped with the HCTZ!

After the doctor, I went shopping. I went to Trader Joe's to buy canned soup (they have the best canned soup I have ever eaten, particularly the corn chowder) and other odds and ends, to Old Navy because they have men's shorts on sale and Bill needs some shorts, Borders bookstore, where I spent far too much money.

The sun is out. I saw wild swans today at a pond off of Moon Road where they have a nest on a little island every year. The flowers are still blooming in the backyard. I have a hot date tonight. Life is very good today!

It is time to do my exercises, then go upstairs for some lunch, my medicines, and a nap!

tomorrow - a day off and a cool date!

Spring is beautiful! Though it is still having a bit of trouble coming in this year. We had a little storm called an Alberta Clipper this morning which gave us a bit of snow, which all melted as the day went on. But the little snow crocuses still bloom. And everyday I see the wild swans in the park as I drive by on my way to work.

Dan is still sick, but I managed to coax him into a hot shower with me tonight when I got home from work, and that seemed to help him feel better. He thinks that he can manage to make it to the concert tomorrow night. We figure we will follow the concert with a nice dinner out - some really spicy ethnic food to open up his sinuses - perhaps Thai or Indian. It will be grand!

I am so happy that I will be off from work tomorrow!

Monday, March 19, 2007

eek

Well, the good news is that Dan's snoring was much better last night - he put one of those little strip things on his nose. More good news - he is not burning with a fever. The bad news - he was really cold all night. He kept rolling up to me and clinging, and he felt as if someone had just pulled him out from a refrigerator. Poor poor man. He made himself go to work this morning, but you could tell he felt all fuzzy in his head.

I have to go do my ankle weight exercises, eat lunch, take my medicine, and get ready for work.

I have tomorrow night off from work, maybe that will keep me going tonight.

Tomorrow a doctor's appointment for blood pressure/asthma and tomorrow night a really cool sounding concert if Dan feels up to going to it.

from the UMS website at http://www.ums.org

Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France

Myung-Whun Chung, conductor
Tuesday, March 20, 8 pm
Hill Auditorium

buy tickets seat map
Main Floor $75 · $68 · $60 · $36
Mezzanine $60 · $50 · $10
Balcony $44 · $36 · $20 · $10

Symphonie fantastique was written by the 27-year-old Hector Berlioz just three years after Beethoven’s death and to this day, the piece evokes a wide range of emotions. Inspired by Thomas de Quincy’s 1822 autobiographical work, Confessions of an English Opium-Eater, the musical narrative represents a man’s hallucination of a torrid love affair that ends in his execution for the lover’s murder.

Perhaps no orchestra is better suited to present this all-French program, which also includes Ravel’s Mother Goose Suite, than the Orchestre Philharmonique de Radio France, which made its UMS debut in Detroit’s Orchestra Hall in November 2002 during the Hill Auditorium renovation. Their astonishing performance of Messiaen’s “Turangalîla” Symphony, also under the direction of their Korean-born music director Myung-Whun Chung, drew rapturous comments from those in attendance. Chung, who distinguished himself as music director of the Opéra Bastille in Paris, comes from a musical family and is a widely celebrated pianist as well as conductor.

Please Note: There will be no late seating before intermission for this concert.

Program
· Ravel : Ma mère l'oye (Mother Goose Suite, complete ballet music) (1911)
· Berlioz : Symphonie fantastique, H. 48 (1830

smile - the good news

Today while I was working, and Bill was frantically doing his laundry before driving back to school, Dan took Steven up to Clarkston (what is it with Clarkston and all of these big tournaments for middle school aged kids this spring???) for the regionals of another of his wrestling leagues - MYWAY.

I will be honest and say that I did not want Steven to even go. He has that nasty cold, and that deep cough has me worried about him and his asthma.

But he went, and even though he is sick, he still came in third, so will be going to another state championship tournament.

Unfortunately, that will be on another work day for me, so I will not be able to watch him wrestle in the MYWAY state meet, either. I missed him in the MMWA state meet, and now will miss him in the MYWAY state meet.

Good employee...rotten mom...

**sigh** the bad news

Lots of bad news tonight. That lady I was speaking of a few days ago, whose mother had been in hospice for three weeks, lost her mother tonight. My prayers and thoughts are with that family.

Then I got a message from my beloved friend Danlo, who lives out in New Mexico. His mother, who has been battling cancer for a long time now, sounds like she is not doing very well, and he will be on the next flight out to New York. My prayers and thoughts are with his family as well.

Lots of sadness in the world tonight.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

sleepy day

I am so glad I got that nap before dinner last night! Because Dan has a vile cold, his snoring was much worse than it normally is. I could not sleep in the same room. I ended up getting up at 3AM and dozing on the couch for the rest of the night.

I am really sleepy, and hope I can make it through the rest of the night here at work.

I even resorted to drinking a caffeinated pop, something I have been very good in not doing since I was diagnosed with high blood pressure last month.

Something wonderful - the first spring flowers are blooming in my yard today! Little snow crocuses naturalized in the grass. One pool of white blossoms and one pool of yellow blossoms. It is quite chilly today, and it is supposed to snow in the morning - but spring has got to be coming if the first spring bulbs are blooming!

 

Saturday, March 17, 2007

sleepy Saturday evening

Right after my last entry I lay down with a book, and ended up taking a two hour nap. While I was asleep, Dan cooked a delicious lasagna dinner! It was really yummy!

But where oh where has the weekend gone?

It is already Saturday night! Bill goes back to school tomorrow.

Where oh where has the last week gone? Good grief!!

 

**sigh**

Dan and Steven have both come down with another nasty cold. Steven has a really painful sounding deep cough, way down in his lungs. I hope it does not get his asthma going. I hope I do not catch it this time, as I am just nicely getting over the last respiratory infection. And I hope that Bill does not catch it and take it back to school with him!

Yesterday I took Bill out to lunch and then clothes shopping. He hates clothes shopping, and so that part was a rather negative experience. Lunch was nice, though!

Today I took Steven out on a shopping expedition.  We went to get toiletries and cold medicine, and stopped off at the video game store and got him a couple of games for his Nintendo DS while we were at it.

I still have to get to the grocery store for more milk and bread. Maybe I will just run up the road to Sam's Club - people laugh when they hear me say that I am going to a warehouse club to pick up a gallon of milk, but that is by far the closest grocery store to our house!

This morning was another morning to wake up and see fresh snow coating the ground, though it has all melted again as the day has gone onwards. This morning when I let the dog out, it sounded like there were hundreds of birds, all different kinds, singing their little hearts out. I wonder if the spring migration is starting to pass through? There were two lovely bluebirds in the backyard, and I am pretty sure that bluebirds do not overwinter in these parts!

I just got back from taking a walk with the dog and with Dan. I thought that maybe if Dan got a bit of fresh air he might feel a little better. The sun is out, and that is very nice, but there is a cold bite in the wind today!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

An Old Irish Blessing

May love and laughter light your days,
and warm your heart and home.
May good and faithful friends be yours,
wherever you may roam.
May peace and plenty bless your world
with joy that long endures.
May all life's passing seasons
bring the best to
you and yours!

  

Friday, March 16, 2007

physical therapy is done!

Got up this morning nice and early, as I had hoped. I had wanted to eat a leisurely breakfast with the kids and take my time getting ready before going into Ann Arbor for my last physical therapy appointment. I made the mistake of looking out the window after going to the bathroom. The ground and all of the trees were coated with about an inch of fresh snow. I thought to myself:

SCREW THIS!!!

and immediately went back to bed and burrowed under my thousand blankets. And then, as soon as I felt warm, I fell asleep even though I had not planned on going to sleep. I woke up less than an hour before my appointment time, and did I ever have to hurry to get there in time!

So I have several exercises to perform regularly at home to continue to get my legs and butt and hips stronger to counteract the knee. One group of them is done either lying down or sitting down with weights attached to my ankles. Those are easier and do not hurt, so I figure I will do them on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. The other group is done either standing or involving stairs, and they are harder and hurt. I will do those on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Hopefully I will have time to do other things if I break them up like that - like getting back to my slacker list and trying to get the house clean again after how trashed it has gotten while I have been hurt and sick.

I am remarkably tired today. I am really looking forward to getting to bed and burrowing under my thousand blankets and feeling warm and going to sleep. I told the kids this afternoon to let me sleep as long as possible tomorrow, as I am exhausted.

Tomorrow, like last Friday, will be consumed by errands. I will try to sneak a nap in there somewhere, though!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

spring is trying to come in...

The first wild swans of the spring are here!  The snow has all melted (except for the huge piles in parking lots!). We are even supposed to have thunderstorms later this afternoon! Of course, we might also have more snow on Friday, but this is Michigan after all.

Yesterday marked a full month since I caught this respiratory infection. It is much better, but it is still with me. I am still coughing up stuff (though it is clear or white as opposed to the yellow, orange, or bloody red stuff I was coughing up earlier in the infection) and still having sinus drainage, I still do not have my normal voice back (though people can at least understand what I am trying to say now), and I am still having problems with constantly being cold. And when I do manage to get warm, I seem to instantly fall asleep!

The knee, injured in early January, is also doing better, but still not entirely well. I can stand for long periods and walk without horrible pain unless I really over do it. Well, there is also pain and soreness and swelling by the end of the work week, but it subsides over the weekend - some sort of accumulative thing. I can kick forwards and backwards. I can walk forwards and backwards. When I get into trouble with both pain and leg-buckling is sideways movement. Stairs and steps and curbs are also still giving me trouble. Tomorrow will be my last physical therapy appointment, and from here on out I will do strength training at home.

Despite it all, my spirits are good. I am enjoying my time with both of my children this week. And next week, Dan and I have two nice dates planned, and as of now I am healthy enough to go on them both.

I just have to be patient with both the respiratory infection and the knee, as both (very) slowly improve. In the meantime, I just have to remember to take it easy, and to try to get extra sleep.

Someone that I know probably lost her mother last night. Her mother was diagnosed with cancer early in the year, had to be hospitalized after outpatient chemo, then went to the hospice after that. She was expected to pass last night by the hospice people. I feel very bad about it - the mother will be the third death from cancer in this immediate family in just a few short years - my prayers are with the mother's family at this difficult time.