pathetic

In half of an hour I can go home from work. I need to go home, I cannot concentrate and I'm making lots of silly mistakes. In the meantime, I am smelling the opened cans of Monster Low-carb that my coworkers are drinking. Is that pathetic or what? I cannot drink them myself because of my blood pressure problem. I have been addicted to them a couple of times in the past, and breaking the addiction was not easy. So now I am sitting here smelling them, hoping for enough of a rush from the scent to be alert and awake enough to drive home safely.